first off, with the help of asking googles gemini a very simple question,
i was able to code a boot sector for my operating system that loads sectors
off of the floppy into memory and jumps to that code in memory - this is a major
break thru, and remember, i know i'll never finish anything that
even resembles an o/s before i die, im not that cocky, but its a hobby :)



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i had an epiphany when i was sitting in my mothers
car outside of a restaurant today listening to
two snobby women talk about their jobs. then i heard
some jerk cussing loudly "fuck this fuck that fuck you
motherfuck this motherfuck that" very rudely. i may cuss
but not in a public setting like a restaurant, and certantly
not loud enough to annoy people.

but anyway, for a while now, i have hated people.

i figured out why.

all you fucking people take for granted everything i cant
have. you take everything from the clothes you wear
to the cars you drive to the restaurants you eat at
to your girlfriends and wives for granted. most of you
take your very lives for granted. im not allowed ANY of
this.

yet you have the arrogance to be bigots towards me over
my schizoaffective disorder. dont blame me for thinking
the planet is full of rejects that dont know whats important
in life.

also, i dont really give two fucking shits what ice is doing
to the immigrants. i dont care how many peoples rights get
taken away. I've been telling you for YEARS now, specifically
on facebook and this webpage, how they've taken away my rights
over a mental health condition. but you would not stand up
for my rights. so if you expect me to stand up for your rights
or give a fuck about you, you're sadly moistaken. i hope you
all go through the hell that has been my entire life. you had
your chance to stand with me, but you wouldn't, now i stand
AGAINST you.




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kings queens and jokers, which one are you?
perhaps im just the fool
trying to play it off cool

maybe you are foreigner in a foreign land
maybe the crown upon your head is a little too grand
maybe you're ego is a little too rad

but how do you know
its all fools gold
maybe maybe maybe we're all on the same dirt road

just trying to find
peace of mind
in these bizarre times

oh what is it like to sit upon the thrown
this is a seat you never should have known
are you the king looking for a government to overthrow?

are you the queen looking for a king
do you want wedding bells to ring?
maybe i am your king, maybe we want the same thing

then again, maybe not

do you believe in fairy tales?
told in pubs over bottles of ale?
are you waiting for your ship to sale?

well travel on down the path
see if you laugh last
after all, even fools know how to have a blast


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well I've flown thru space at the speed of light
and what i seen up in space was a true delight
make sure if you fly that you give no fright

after 2 days in space
i forgot my age
after a week in space
i felt no more earthly pain

but then i bumped my head on heavens gate
and after that nothing will ever be the same
i knew then i had nothing to lose and everything to gain

then i decided to fly back down to the ground
and when i landed it made a thunderous sound
and unfortunately there was nobody around

i wanted to tell people all about my special escapades
and how i seen heavens gates in outerspace
to reassure people its not all pointless, that rat race
cause at the end of their lives they will be graced

la la la la......



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---below this line is just a silly rhyme i wrote-----
well here i am, electronic pen at hand
but i really have given up on explaining my stand
i just know activist and NOT wrappers, deserve to be in high demand

and whats up with trump? impeach that fool
he's nothing but a useless tool
making the USA look very very, VERY uncool

man, i dont think i even wanted to be born with a normal brain
yes, yes, i'd rather be me and BE insane
normal minded people are boring and tame
... thats not the life for me

though, i hate the bigotry

time to stick it to the man
how is corporate America more important than the little man

i thought America was about helping the underdog
well, now i guess i was wrong

America is about tax cuts for the rich
and if your broke? forget it
the legal system will have you in

i used to like this country till we had a butt pirate for president
from where did this ass clown descend ?
after this asshole it'll take America forever to mend

but pay no attention to me, you never did anyway
im the poety crying wolf about trumps determined apocalypse day
like hey, its just life itself, who cares if he causes wwIII and blows it all away
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