first off, with the help of asking googles gemini a very simple question, i was able to code a boot sector for my operating system that loads sectors off of the floppy into memory and jumps to that code in memory - this is a major break thru, and remember, i know i'll never finish anything that even resembles an o/s before i die, im not that cocky, but its a hobby :) --------------------------- --------------------------- i had an epiphany when i was sitting in my mothers car outside of a restaurant today listening to two snobby women talk about their jobs. then i heard some jerk cussing loudly "fuck this fuck that fuck you motherfuck this motherfuck that" very rudely. i may cuss but not in a public setting like a restaurant, and certantly not loud enough to annoy people. but anyway, for a while now, i have hated people. i figured out why. all you fucking people take for granted everything i cant have. you take everything from the clothes you wear to the cars you drive to the restaurants you eat at to your girlfriends and wives for granted. most of you take your very lives for granted. im not allowed ANY of this. yet you have the arrogance to be bigots towards me over my schizoaffective disorder. dont blame me for thinking the planet is full of rejects that dont know whats important in life. also, i dont really give two fucking shits what ice is doing to the immigrants. i dont care how many peoples rights get taken away. I've been telling you for YEARS now, specifically on facebook and this webpage, how they've taken away my rights over a mental health condition. but you would not stand up for my rights. so if you expect me to stand up for your rights or give a fuck about you, you're sadly moistaken. i hope you all go through the hell that has been my entire life. you had your chance to stand with me, but you wouldn't, now i stand AGAINST you. -=-=-= kings queens and jokers, which one are you? perhaps im just the fool trying to play it off cool maybe you are foreigner in a foreign land maybe the crown upon your head is a little too grand maybe you're ego is a little too rad but how do you know its all fools gold maybe maybe maybe we're all on the same dirt road just trying to find peace of mind in these bizarre times oh what is it like to sit upon the thrown this is a seat you never should have known are you the king looking for a government to overthrow? are you the queen looking for a king do you want wedding bells to ring? maybe i am your king, maybe we want the same thing then again, maybe not do you believe in fairy tales? told in pubs over bottles of ale? are you waiting for your ship to sale? well travel on down the path see if you laugh last after all, even fools know how to have a blast -=-=-= ======= well I've flown thru space at the speed of light and what i seen up in space was a true delight make sure if you fly that you give no fright after 2 days in space i forgot my age after a week in space i felt no more earthly pain but then i bumped my head on heavens gate and after that nothing will ever be the same i knew then i had nothing to lose and everything to gain then i decided to fly back down to the ground and when i landed it made a thunderous sound and unfortunately there was nobody around i wanted to tell people all about my special escapades and how i seen heavens gates in outerspace to reassure people its not all pointless, that rat race cause at the end of their lives they will be graced la la la la...... ======= ---below this line is just a silly rhyme i wrote----- well here i am, electronic pen at hand but i really have given up on explaining my stand i just know activist and NOT wrappers, deserve to be in high demand and whats up with trump? impeach that fool he's nothing but a useless tool making the USA look very very, VERY uncool man, i dont think i even wanted to be born with a normal brain yes, yes, i'd rather be me and BE insane normal minded people are boring and tame ... thats not the life for me though, i hate the bigotry time to stick it to the man how is corporate America more important than the little man i thought America was about helping the underdog well, now i guess i was wrong America is about tax cuts for the rich and if your broke? forget it the legal system will have you in i used to like this country till we had a butt pirate for president from where did this ass clown descend ? after this asshole it'll take America forever to mend but pay no attention to me, you never did anyway im the poety crying wolf about trumps determined apocalypse day like hey, its just life itself, who cares if he causes wwIII and blows it all away -----------------------------------------------------